Waking up sadder and more tired than before
I go and smoke up a quick bowl
I tell myself I'm feeling europhia
Why can't I escape my sorrow

If I had choice to make
I'd undo this all
If I had one regret to own
I'd be to let you go

I stare off into the wall
I feel like I'm beginning to fall
I see bats and stars
I look at my arms and all I see is scars

If I had one wish to make
I'd waste it on you
If I had one life to own
I'd take control of my own

I always feel so cold
Good thing it's warm down in hell
I hurt people and myself and everything around me
I don't even know if it's a plea
Help me

If I had one thing to do
I'd be to get myself out of this sorrow
If I had one dream to make
I'd be to spend it with you

I need to find my way out before the door closes
I need to get out before the air runs out
I need to get the fork out because I'm waisting my life
When we die it's all blank
So why waste this perfect world
On an imperfect soul
I'm waisting myself on myself